My journal thought for the day

Where am I going in life? Do you ever stop and ask yourself that? I think I do that too much. It's crazy being an artist because I feel like there's so many different routs I could take in my future, but then there are many limitations. I want to make the right decisions but are the decisions always the right decision anyways. Either way you end up learning from whatever choice you make. It may be a positive situation that will bring you joy. Or it could be a decision that dose not turn out so great but, maybe it will help you to apperciate the better things in your life. It's like you can't really apperciate the Spring without going through the long dreary Winter. I know I've made some spontaneous decisions and some bad decisions in my life, through it all the good and the bad is what made me the person I am today. I know we've all heard people say this before but I am now just really realizing it for myself and I'm looking back at my life and I am proud of the person I am today. I am defiantly not following the plan I gave myself as a teenager. I'm 26 and now where near ready to be married and I'm not in my career, YET. I will get there. I will have a career that I will be proud of. My life will be about living and not just about getting up going to work coming home make dinner and then bed. All to do it over and over for the rest of my days. My life will have routine but I promise myself to love my life and to embrace everything that comes my way.